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[25 Jul 2005|12:35pm] |
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As of today, I'm a non-smoker.
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| New Car!!! |
[23 Jul 2005|02:45am] |
Yes, I bought a new car this afternoon. My mom took me to Reedman's in PA and I got myself a nice car that I love AND can afford! I got a 2005 Chevy Cobalt ( in Cobalt blue... this is the car of redundancy!!!!!! ) and it is 100% in my name, didn't need to have my mom cosign for me :-) This makes me so happy because I didn't think my credit was good enough to be able to afford a car on my own, I'm becoming such an adult!
Click to see the car!!!
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[13 Jul 2005|10:23am] |
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Goddess is dead, there is no way I can afford to have her fixed. I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm probably going to have to buy another car. Mom gets home on Sunday and we'll figure it out then.
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[07 Jul 2005|08:18pm] |
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My car is in a coma. She's currently stuck in New York, just off the Thruway in a repair shop. No more Poughkeepsie for me ever again. There goes 2 days of work down the drain :-(
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[06 Jul 2005|10:54pm] |
There is a rabbit that's made a home in my front yard. There's a hole in my front yard that it sleeps in every night, I just walked past it while getting something out of my car. It isn't bothered by myself, my mother or my brother. The only time this rabbit will leave its hole after dark is when I'm walking Caesar. I should name this rabbit, I'm claiming it as my unofficial pet.
Been reading some old AIM logs. I know certain people don't even come to LJ anymore, but there was one person that I went through months of conversations and I really miss them. Chance, if you are out there somewhere, please contact me from the Outback when you're done chasing kangaroos or whatever it is you Aussies do down there for fun ;-)
I'm leaving for Poughkeepsie, NY again in the morning. I'm so fucking sick and tired of that store. This whole acting like a store manager was fun at first but now I'm starting to get crap that I don't want and that I'm not paid enough to get. I just want an entire week where I'm home in New Jersey and can sleep in my bed without a suitcase waiting for me.
Long distance is fine if said person acknowledges your existence once in a while to people. Feeling like I'm something to be ashamed of is not a good feeling and I don't like hiding my feelings. OK, that's off my chest. Time for bed!
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| *pokes head into LiveJournal* |
[27 Jun 2005|09:15am] |
Hey, I was home for the weekend!!!
Went to QXT's on Friday night, left early cause I wasn't having fun and I was tired. Worked Saturday morning 9-12 just to cover the opening til Sharon came in at 12. Went home and did landscaping work in my backyard til the sun went down. Took Sharon, Becka, Shawn and Shannon to Rocky Horror for the first time (they LOVED it!!!) and finally got home around 4:30 in the morning and crashed. Cleaned my car on Sunday and met up with Suchan for a drink.
Now I'm getting ready to leave for Poughkeepsie, NY again. I'll be there til Friday like last week. The official hours I worked last week was almost 58, this week is only 48. Is it terrible that 48 hours seems like a light week?
I'm hating being away and out of contact with everything important to me.
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[19 Jun 2005|10:16am] |
So, my DM has me working a different store til they are staffed again. Thing is this store is 2 1/2 hours north of my house so I'm staying at a hotel. At first it was just supposed to be Wednesday and Thursday. Then it turned into Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Now, after working the whole weekend in my home store, I have to go back up there for another 2 weeks!!!!! I'm being put up in a hotel so I don't have to drive back and forth but I am going to be working every day to make sure the store is covered.
This past week = 52 hours
This week = 56 hours
Total Overtime (for the Mathematically challenged) = 28 hours
Goodness the overtime is going to be lovely, I'll actually be able to pay off my bills and still have money to save towards my next vacation!
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| As my mind flows.... |
[12 Jun 2005|12:33pm] |
Ever since I got back from Texas, I've only had one day off. If you do the math, that's almost 2 weeks with only 1 day off... yeah, I'm tired. We had a visit in my store on Friday from the Vice President of the company, HUGE deal and my poor boss was freaking out and so uptight that all I could do was work my ass off to try and help him out. Yes, I know that it isn't my resposibility to make sure that EVERYTHING gets done, but it really made me look good that I stepped up and worked my ass off for this visit. I talked to Charlie about that lack of health insurance due to my technical position in the company and he's going to work on getting me benefits because he thinks that I should be an assistant manager and that I deserve the benefits, even if I can't get the technical promotion. This makes me feel really good because I know that my DM does not like me, that he's only nice to my face because I work so hard and so much... but my DM loves my manager so as long as Charlie is cool with me, Joe won't do anything drastic to me :-)
My only social life has been QXT's. I've been going on Friday and Saturday nights because I'm so desperate for social interaction outside of work. Lately, it has been so packed in there that I've been getting a few battle scars from the dance floor. Friday night, this guy's elbow kept hitting my arm during this one song and now I have a huge bruise on my arm. Last night, it was so crowded that I got elbowed in the ribs, knocked the wind out of me and I am so sore. Had a nice conversation with this guy (don't remember his name) and Chris the bouncer (Alan, I forgot to tell you that he came back) and we were talking about how you cannot expect to find someone worth while at the club. Every good guy there is either taken or gay. Other then that, all they want is a one night stand, case in point... Daniel a.k.a. the Asshole.
I have to register for school for the fall semester... and I have to go to the head of the Psychology department and fight over one of my grandes. The professor gave me a C+ and I need a B- in that class to graduate from the school of education. I know I did not do A work but I know that I did not do C work. I don't want to have to take this class over again so I'm hoping that I can fight it enough and get it changed... at least my GPA is still a 3.5 :-)
OK, off to work again.... inventory tonight.
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| Tales from Texas |
[01 Jun 2005|07:57pm] |
In true math nerd fashion, I'll start off with a few inequalities...
Taco Bueno > Taco Bell
Whataburger > White Castle
Rockin' Rodeo < QXT's
"Hick Hop" > Hip Hop
$3.00/pack of cigarettes > $6.00/pack of cigarettes
So, the farther south you drive, the harder it is to find a good radio station.
This vacation was the greatest thing in the world for me. I feel like a new person and had the best time that I've had in a REALLY long time and met some really nice people.
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[24 May 2005|11:22pm] |
I'm leaving tonight for Texas.
I'm finishing up my packing of the clothes and stocking the cooler for my car.
Goddess is gassed up and ready for the trip.
Am I nervous, yes.
Am I anxious, yes.
Am I excited, yes.
I'm totally reachable by cell so call if you need anything.
See y'all in a week!!!!!
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| New Icon and New Attitude |
[10 May 2005|10:29am] |
I just want to say thank you to those who wished me a happy birthday.
It wasn't perfect, I doubt that my birthday ever will be. However, I had a fairly good day. New store manager bought me Starbucks, had a huge sale, got to leave work early, didn't have to wait at The Cheesecake Factory for a table, had crab wontons and Chocolate Peanut Butter Cookie Dough Cheesecake (OMG...SOOOO GOOD!), my brother pre-ordered Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince for me and my mom gave me a BOSE SoundDock for my iPod.
The good evened out with the bad. Am I upset that most people in my life forgot my birthday, yes. Am I going to let it bring me down, no. I'm trying to focus on the positives; so thank you ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2) sierra, jameskass, eternalprelude, falconfire, revbri and lannagayle.
Off to work a 10 hour shift... *skip*
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| Everything must end with time |
[29 May 2004|07:20pm] |
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Like any journal or diary, there comes a time where you have to move on. You fill a book, you don't have anything left to say, you realize that you are a different person from the person you were when you started writing. This is my time. I'm not the same woman that I was, I've been through so much and I made it through this part of my life alive. The more I want to write in here lately, the more I stop myself. Maybe one day I will write in another Live Journal; one where I do not feel as boxed in, one where I can write without filters and repercussions.
So through Russel, Chance, Zeus, Steves of several numbers, beginnings and ends of friendships, Middlesex County College, Rocky Horror, La Bonbonniere, Toys R Us, Torrid, medical problems and surgeries, depression and elation and other unmentionable things... you've been here for me.
I'm eternally grateful to the friends that I've made through Live Journal. Some of you have been there for what seems forever, some of you haven't...but that doesn't diminish how much I value the friendships. I especially have to point out that I would never have known absolutsublime1, revbri and tripletheforce... all of whom have been great friends to me through the good and the bad.
This is the final post of my Live Journal. After today, I will no longer be updating. I've been writing in here for over 2 years now and I'm finished.
"I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say...
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to"
~Michelle Branch "Goodbye to You"
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| *yoinked* from j_slo's journal |
[28 Feb 2004|01:39am] |
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a hot investment tip-
If you had purchased $1,000 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49.
With Enron, you would have $16.50 left of the original $1,000.
With WorldCom, you would have less than $5 left.
But, if you had purchased $1,000 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling price, you would have $214.
Based on the above, current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle.
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[22 Feb 2004|04:22pm] |
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The Rules are:
Step 1: Open your Winamp or other MP3 player.
Step 2: Add all the songs you have to the playlist, put it on random and press play.
Step 3: Write down the first ten songs [And like tripletheforce, I've done twenty] it plays, no matter how embarrassing.
( Here's the first 20 songs that came on my iTunes )
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[27 Jan 2004|09:21am] |
I passed out at 11 last night, I haven't fallen asleep that early in...I don't know how long! It felt so good to sleep! I want to still be sleeping but I have to work this morning.
Don't really like my Computer professor, we fought for about 45 minutes last night. Its going to be a long semester.
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| A Public Post so a certain person can see it |
[21 Jan 2004|02:50pm] |
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I want you to know, that I'm happy for you.
I wish nothing but the best for you both.
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me?
Would she go down on you in a theatre?
Does she speak eloquently?
And would she have your baby?
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother.
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no.
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know.
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity?
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced.
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no.
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
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[18 Jan 2004|08:31pm] |
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After careful consideration, I've decided to go Friends Only on this journal again. Also, I've decided that I'm not going to list anyone as a friend on here if they don't list me as a friend. If I'm not important enough for you to consider me as a friend on Live Journal, then you aren't important enough to read my thoughts.
If I've made any mistakes by cutting you, please comment and let me know.
If you want to be added to my friends list, please comment here and add me to your journal.
I'm done with being nice to people just because its my nature, times are changing and so is my nature.
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| Randomness |
[17 Jan 2004|10:14pm] |
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I have a headache.
Dave is creepy.
Work sucks sometimes.
Caesar is snoring at my feet right now.
I'm not in the mood for eye jokes today for once.
I'm stuffy.
I have cramps.
Why the hell was it snowing on my way home from work?
I have money for once.
5 drinks in 20 minutes makes Erin drunk, high tolerance be damned.
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[16 Jan 2004|02:27am] |
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I have a sinking feeling in my stomach and I don't like it. Only one of you can make it go away, please make it go away.
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[14 Jan 2004|11:28pm] |
I'm cold.
I'm cold and I'm hungry.
I'm cold and I'm hungry and I'm boooooooooored!!!
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[14 Jan 2004|02:01am] |
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I want to walk away from it all, fuck respect and all the shit that I'm not given. If things don't change...I'll make them change!
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| *Curls into a ball* |
[13 Jan 2004|08:20pm] |
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I keep getting shafted. I read something today that made me really upset and there is nothing I can do to change things. Part of me thinks that I brought it upon myself but I know isn't the case. I'm tired of being taken advantage of and not respected. If you want to know more, IM me and I'll tell you. I don't feel comfortable talking about it here right now.
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[12 Jan 2004|10:34pm] |
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I'm a naughty naughty girl and I love it ;-)
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[12 Jan 2004|01:59am] |
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Oh and by the way, just because something isn't important to you doesn't mean that it isn't important to me. Don't gloss over your own mistakes when they affect me. Don't act like it isn't a big deal because I know that you wouldn't like it if something like that happened to you. Don't make me feel like a terrible person when I tell you about your mistake because it is your mistake, not mine.
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| I fear what the future has in store for us... |
[11 Jan 2004|07:13pm] |
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*Slams head against desk*
OK, so I'm really bored and don't have any plans til 10 so I've been bumming around Live Journal going from one journal to another just reading random people's journals. I came across one that made me want to rip out my left eye. Apparently, its not only teenage kids who write like "LIKE OMG...LOL....FREAKIN OUT...LOL!!!...???" because I just read someone who claims to be a college student who's entire journal is like that.
EDIT~Since when can one substitute "idk" for "I don't know"? Have we become so lazy that we shorten every phrase in the common English language?
What a commentary on higher education in this country.
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| Hey look, I actually turned Evanescence off for once!!! |
[10 Jan 2004|03:58pm] |
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I can't handle it anymore, I can't stand how you treat me and expect to be treated with respect. I hate how you got mad at me for doing exactly what you do to me. I can't deal with you anymore, I'm done trying. You said that I meant more to you then just a friend, then just a fling. You told me that you had feelings for me but I don't see them anymore. I can't handle you and I can't handle your lifestyle and I can't handle your friends and their constant drama. You tell me that you want me to be happy, that I should do whatever it takes to be happy. Well, I am by walking away from you forever. Don't IM me, don't call me, don't ask to see me when you get back in my area in a few weeks.
I wanted to stay away while you were away but you insisted on still being a part of my life when you left. I knew it was a bad idea but you pushed and pushed until I let my guard down. I won't let my guard down ever again. I should have stayed firm and not let you do this to me. Given time, I could have given you my heart. Given time, you could have broken my heart. I'm pulling out now while I'm still in one piece.
I know you're never going to read this because you don't know that this journal exists but I still need to get this off my chest. Maybe you'll get the point when I never respond to you anymore, when I don't take your calls and when there's no one there for you to be with in the middle of the night. Go get drunk with your buddies and go hook up with every girl that you've known since childhood, I won't be there for you anymore.
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[10 Jan 2004|02:29am] |
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I like kissing, I'd forgotten how nice it is to make out with someone.
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[08 Jan 2004|05:03am] |
I swear, my breasts are growing lately. I was sitting at Denny's tonight after work and looked down and saw these huge knockers staring back at me. They scared me at first, I didn't think they were actually mine for a second. I'm not even wearing my shelf bra (If you need to ask then you've never seen me go out dressed to kill) and my chest is almost up to my chin.
I hate my breasts sometimes. Most guys only see huge breasts and can't get past them...they are only attracted to me because of my chest and then lose interest in me once I'm not wearing something tight or revealing.
Can I donate them to charity or something?
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| "It means "No Worries" for the rest of your days" |
[06 Jan 2004|06:48pm] |
I just got my grades from the Fall semester...
I PASSED ALL MY CLASSES!!!
I didn't think I was going to pass Physics and Linear was a close call in my mind.
Anyway, yesterday I went to IKEA, Target and Home Depot with my mom to get things for my new room. I'm going to frame my Van Gogh print so I had to get a very large frame for it. I got new lamps, book shelves, hooks and new sheets. Tomorrow before work, I'm going to put everything up and then my room will be almost finished. All I need now is a new desk and desk lamp.
I'm on day 2 of my diet...I plan on losing about 60 pounds before I'm happy with my body. I plan on being down to my goal weight by the summertime.
I'm off to work on my room a little more now before I meet up with Jason at 11.
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| Real posts tomorrow |
[06 Jan 2004|02:26am] |
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I promised a friend that I'd write about something specific...and I promise I will write that and more tomorrow after work. Right now I have to go to bed because I didn't get much sleep last night and I have work in the morning.
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[04 Jan 2004|04:22pm] |
Waiting for a phone call...
Yeah, my phone has rung a few times today but not by the person whom I want it to be.
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| *yoinked* from a random journal |
[04 Jan 2004|02:51am] |
From the following sixteen facts, try to determine:
A. Who drinks the water?
B. Who owns the zebra?
1. There are five houses.
2. The Englishman lives in the red house
3. The Spaniard owns a dog
4. Coffee is drunk in the green house
5. The Ukranian drinks tea
6. The green house is immediately to the right of the ivory house
7. The Old Gold smoker owns snails
8. Kools are smoked in the yellow house
9. Milk is drunk in the middle house
10. The Norwegian lives in the first house
11. The Chesterfields smoker lives next door to the man with the fox
12. Kools are smoked in the house next to the house with the horse
13. The Lucky Strike smoker drinks orange juice
14. The Japanese smokes Parliaments
15. The Norwegian lives next door to the blue house.
16. In each house there is one nationality, one pet, one cigarette smoker and one liquid drink.
President Kennedy solved this problem in 21 minutes. The Advertising Director of a famous national magazine took over 2 hours to solve it...how about you?
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[01 Jan 2004|05:44pm] |
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I want things to change, I want this year to be different then last year. If you notice some changes in me that you like, if you notices some changes in me that you hate...its all part of the new me. Love me for who I am or leave me because of who I am, that's the mantra of 2004. No more half way shit allowed!
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| First post of the New Year |
[01 Jan 2004|03:57pm] |
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Last night was fun...very laid back like always when this crew hangs out at my house.
Kola was at church last night so he couldn't go to dinner with us. We went to a hibachi house in Sayreville, my first time ever having hibachi. We drank from the Buddha belly and Steph and I had Oriental Sunrises with dinner, very yummy. We came back here and got comfy for the rest of the night. Before midnight, we watched SLC Punk while drinking several beers each. Kola showed up around 11 and we all settled into our normal spots to watch both Dick Clark and MTV at the same time...yet another tradition with these guys. Steph and I did our happy dance around 11:30, this year it was to Outkast. At midnight, we did the whole countdown thing and then all called our parents to wish them a Happy New Years...Steph's parents were very drunk and about to get it on when she called (Ooops...sorry we interrupted!). After all the excitement was over, we sat back and watched Dazed and Confused while drinking more. Soooooo happy that tripletheforce called me despite having a packed apartment!!! Around 3 in the morning, we were all hungry so we headed over to Denny's with Anthony driving because he had stopped drinking and was sober. Ate and came back here to watch some comedian on TV and pass out around 6 or 7 from exhaustion.
I have so much cleaning to do now...between my house from last night and finishing my room move.
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| Change of plans |
[31 Dec 2003|05:48pm] |
So, I have to thank my brother, Anthony and Stephanie and Kola. When they found out that I was going to be spending New Years alone in my bathrobe, they changed their plans and now we are all hanging out together here after we go out to dinner. They were all going to go to Paul's apartment...Paul still accuses me of stealing $200 from the bakery so I'm not welcome at his place. So, instead of going over there, we are hanging out here and Paul is going to be at his place with only his band members to keep him company.
By the way...I would never steal from my job, everyone who knows me knows that I could never do that...Paul needs to get off his high horse and admit that I am no longer with the bakery because my manager didn't like me, plain and simple. Isn't it nice when someone is nice to your face and then says that they hate your guts behind your back. Grow a set and say it to my face!!!
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[31 Dec 2003|03:59pm] |
So, I'm going on a diet starting January 2...I want to lose 70 pounds.
How am I spending my last few days of non-diet life?
I'm eating a bag of Cheetos
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| I'm ranty, get over it |
[31 Dec 2003|02:51pm] |
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You know what...fuck all of you who have plans tonight with your girlfriends or your boyfriends.
I'm not going anywhere, I have no one to kiss when the clock strikes midnight.
I'm just another pathetic 22 year old who is going to lie in bed drinking alone.
I have no one to spend tonight with.
I'm done trying...and this isn't just for one person.
I'm sick of you always having excuses.
I'm always last priority for everyone else...
I'm now #1 priority for me so fuck everyone else.
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| ...unrelated to my last post... |
[31 Dec 2003|03:41am] |
I just tried to write in eternal_child but Live Journal doesn't like me right now and won't let me....
....and I reeeeeeeeeeeally needed to get something off my chest badly!!!!!
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| "Is it over cause I'm blowing out the flame" |
[31 Dec 2003|03:06am] |
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Don't you just love it when your best friend of 8 years takes you off her Live Journal friends list?
Oh yeah... *end sarcasm*
I am feeling the need to vent....and soon!
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[30 Dec 2003|02:30am] |
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Why do I even try and make friends with people?
It always bites me in the ass in the end.
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[29 Dec 2003|11:51pm] |
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So, I took Goddess to the shop last night because the Check Engine light has been on. Turns out that she was leaking exhaust fumes into my car. Basically I've been breathing in Carbon Monoxide for 3 weeks now, that would explain why I'm so sick.
$450 later, Goddess is all better and I am on the road to recovery.
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[29 Dec 2003|02:44am] |
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I have a head cold and a chest cold...and I still worked late tonight. I took 3 shots of Robatussen before sleeping 11 hours last night and took a non-drowsy Contact to get me through work. I have too much dedication unlike certain people who are employed by the company. I swear, between being sick and recovering from PMS; I have been unbearable these past few days. I totally admit it, I know that I'm difficult to put up with.
I met someone...turns out that the drunk creepy guy who tried to pick me up Friday night turns out to be a really nice guy who I can talk to with ease. (P.S...his name is Dave) I returned his call from last night while on break this afternoon...we spent my entire break talking on the phone. He wants me to hang out on New Years but I'm not sure...
I finished painting my room and moved my bed in there. My brother is bringing over furniture tomorrow and when I get out of work, I'll move my clothes in and be done with it all. It looks so great and I'm going to post pictures as soon as everything is 100% finished.
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[26 Dec 2003|03:45am] |
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I have so much work to do. My brother is moving back into the house on Monday night and I have to be completely moved into my new room this weekend.
Tomorrow, I am...
Pulling up the old carpet
Pulling up the tacking strips
Painting the baseboards and trim
Changing the electrical outlets
Putting up a new ceiling fan
Moving my bed
I don't know how long this is going to take...hopefully I'll be done in time to enjoy part of my day off.
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I just got home from Denny's with Jason...time for the rundown of what I got this year
Lots of clothes
$200 gift card to Torrid
Film for my camera
New Build-A-Bear
DVD's
Requiem for a Dream
Pi
Secretary
KIDS
Legally Blonde 2
Center Stage
History of the World Part 1
Finding Nemo
Dazed and Confused
CD's
A String Quartet Tribute to Evanescence
Linkin Park's Meteora
A Perfect Circle's The Thirteenth Step
Billy Idol's Greatest Hits
Books
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| More messages to several people... |
[22 Dec 2003|02:42am] |
To Whom it may Concern~
You are not the center of the universe. I am sick and tired of you thinking that whatever you want goes. I am nice and don't say anything to you but I'm tired of you jumping on what you want yet giving me shit when I want to do something. Part of me can't wait til the day you are no longer a part of my life.
I hate when you keep things from me...I thought that I meant more to you then that but I guess I was wrong. Its your choice, tell me what you want when you want to tell me. I'm not going to open up like I have been anymore.
You may not always like what I have to say...but you know that I've been right in the past and will most likely be right about this.
Make the choice...do you want me or not?
~Erin Kathleen Anne Gavigan
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[17 Dec 2003|03:24am] |
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If I take you off my Friends page...its only because I need a break from certain people for a while. I'll add you back in time, but for now I need some time away from some people.
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